To connect with **** (name hidden for privacy reasons) , I froze the video at an eyes open point and reached through the eyes. Unusually, I could not connect with her spirit. After a bit of searching and worry, I realized that if she were under anesthesia she would not be reachable through her body, but the other way around; reach her body through her spirit. I don't like to walk the spirit world aimlessly so I called upon my guide to find her and bring her to the table. The most common one I channel is an ancient one who frequently chants and sings like a Native American. he also rattles and drums quite often

When her energy arrived, it was overpowering with anger. My NA guide chanted and soothed her so that I could touch into her energy space. I found a large black yet somewhat translucent sphere radiating with anger. It appeared to have an internal light and I could rotate it to get different vantage points. I saw what looked like a mother over an infant. The anger and red color were very strong, yet under the anger I felt grief, guilt, shame, inadequacy. We isolated those finding very sharp red triangles in the abdomen and breasts. These rotated and I could feel them cut as they did.

To ensure I was not interjecting any of my own emotions - sometimes we get triggered by clients - I asked for guidance and help to filter out any interference I might be introducing. Nothing changed except that I became more detached - a good thing. These triangles originated at about age 3 from a need for nurturing and understanding. It felt to me like the need was from mother. We traced that need all the way back to pre-birth.

Background explanation: My experiences and interpretations of life has led me to believe we have a soul that exists on a plane with Creator. When we become human life, we set a series of timings (crisis points) to gain wisdom through experience on some overall purpose/mission to this life. To prepare ourselves, we bring certain strengths and shortcomings into the body. I visualize this as both our soul and Creator blowing those strengths into our chakras and giving us the capability to capture the wisdom. This capability becomes our shortcomings because we need a place to put the experience and wisdom.]

At pre-birth, the ability to capture the wisdom for self-nurturing was not provided. It was not an oversight exactly, though why I really don't know. I called both her Soul and Creator asking them to review the pre-birth because something was missed that she needs to fulfill her purpose. Together they filled her with the ability to capture wisdom on self-nurturing. The she was brought through the gestation, birth, and to her current age with this ability.

Now we had to go upriver in her life releasing the negative influences and giving her the opportunity to absorb the wisdom. Candidly there were many images and we used the magic mirror, stage for soul speak, energy exchange on a field, and a few other techniques. Long and short is that she was able to receive nurturing from a mother figure, a father figure, and a sibling (brother?) figure. The father required us to go through a filter to remove the harshness and find his core loving self. The father figure was able to give her the much needed encouragement, support, and comfort she needed. That effort led to strong feelings of safety. We did need to address a skeleton figure and bring her back on the river of life specifically for the father figure.

She brought the remnants of the once dark skeleton but now just a loose pile of debris to the shimmering curtain. There she emerged with a crystal clear ball so she can see life clearly. We went to Akashic records where she wrote her truth. I don't feel at liberty to say it since she was not consciously present when we went there. Still it will give her much peace now.

We energetically removed a bunch of junk from her sacral chakra and heart chakra. I made several prayers to Creator to remove various toxins, bacteria, bad medicinal influences, and various false beliefs replacing it all with Creator's Love and Forgiveness and the wisdom of her truth. We did a number of energy work - chanting, rattling, drumming, restoring her heart beat, repairing chakras, balancing them, etc. 

Reconnecting to her eyes, it felt like her spirit was now reconnected to her body. There were aches and fogginess. I again cleared her body of the medicines, smoothed a raw esophagus, cleared something from her lungs, and connected/opened her yang (feminine side) energy flow. This looked to have connected to her spiritual family and the flow looked solid.

Did a final sealing of the energy and returned it to her. Connecting to her eyes felt like a normal connection to spirit from body.

****’s email stated she needed help with migraine pain initially starting from left side neck  strain. It proceeded to worsen after a massage moving through her neck to become a migraine with the ensuing nausea. Migraine pain is presenting in all parts of the head. **** also noted  feelings of helpless, emotional trauma, and lockdown. 

Connecting through ****’s eyes, I felt an inner turmoil and swirling. At first it looked like  shades of brown. It clarified into Tiger’s Eye. 

Metaphorically, Tiger’s Eye is inner strength and  self-confidence. It is used to balance the soul and reduce anxiety. It also enhances psychic  ability. It may seem incongruous that such a metaphor be presented in light of the pain and  challenges. Often metaphors show us where the difficulties lie. 

The migraine was intense blocking the deeper work. To address the pain, we placed a piece of  orange kyanite on her third eye [brow chakra]. Orange kaynite helps heal past traumas and  reach the inner child. With the orange kyanite in place, we slowed and stopped the spinning  inside ****’s head. We could then connect her throat and sacral chakras which showed another large swirling. This swirling had hints of rainbow colors in a mostly colorless mass. I  understood the rainbow to mean her chakras were blocked and consumed by this mass of non descript energy. 

We again slowed this one but could not stop it. Slowing seemed to have a positive effect on  ****’s brain activity. Switching to her migraine, we did a mind clearing, face cradle, and neck  stretch. All resulted in bringing forward the emotions of helpless. We first traced the incident to  a young child – perhaps 3 or 4. It appeared her parents were arguing loudly and that loud  shouting was making her head hurt, scarring her, and forcing her into a ball. Fear carried us  back to an image of an infant choking. 

I won’t go through the images in detail with the infant. I must state that the images are unlikely  to be facts. They are most likely an infant’s interpretation frozen as an infant memory then  filtered through my mind’s translation. The only truth in this is the infant was unable to breathe – she was choking. A male was in a panic mode which resulted in his loud shouts, frantic  actions, and being too rough physically as a result of his emotional reactions. The net result is  that the infant associated loud shouting with choking, 1) an inability to speak or make noise; 2)  an angry adult male frightening her [albeit unintentional]; 3) face-to-face with dying or no  longer existing. These are really powerful reaction for an infant and clearly overwhelming for her. 

Physical symptoms of the choking were pain in her throat, crush-like squeezing in the  shoulders/upper back as they tried to dislodge the obstruction, panic/fear, pressure in the head  [I saw very red faced baby], and general dizziness/disorientation.  

We intervened in this lowest level by recreating new situations. The first and simplest was to  prevent it from happening. We ran the appropriate colors into her body. We then created a  situation where adult **** intervened to save the infant. We filled all with love and peace. 

The third intervention was to give baby the power to cough up what was stuck to begin with.  Once it was coughed up, we were able to reconnect the rainbow to her body and integrate  adult and infant ****. We did one final intervention by taking the emotions that had resulted  from the original event and burying them allowing them to become flowers. Most were yellow  and red. 

For the 3 or 4 year old, we needed to do energy exchange and soul speak. With the energy  exchange, **** returned/released her parents fear, the headache pain, the  guilt/responsibility, the insecurity of the shouting. She retook her innocence, self-confidence,  and her voice. To restore her throat chakra, we used bird feathers and trills to open and reset  her ability to speak and express herself. This work also touches the ears to allow her to hear  clearly and discern truth from falsities. We also placed red in her throat chakra as we addressed  ****’s ability to trust herself and her words. For this, we also did energy exchange with her  parents. 

At this point, we opened her Yin/Yang meridians and reset her chakras. We cleared a few  residual energy pa_erns and called on Creator to place in **** Creator’s Love and Creator’s  knowledge of who **** is so she can remember and live it. 

Integrated the 3 or 4 year old and all the energy before returning it to ****.

Session Summary: 

******’s email indicated she is having trouble with her throat chakra shutting down and issues  with her thyroid. She experiences an internal quiver [in the throat], headaches – a full head sort  of sensation, and opens spirit portals during her sleep. Other observations include recognizing  the symptoms are worse at night and seem to be triggered by her bed. 

I first noticed her left eyebrow is raised indicating high emotional alert. Her right eye is partially  covered indicating difficulty understanding something; or it could be indicating she is bracing for something to come at her. 

Touching her eyes, I first felt fear. The left eye presented worry, uncertainty, and a lack of  confidence. The lack of confidence seemed to be driven by doubt. Her right eye presented  confusion and fear. The fear seemed to be driven by lack of control. My perceptions are  evidenced by Glenda’s interventions and ******’s descriptions. 

I was guided to create a ceremonial-style session. A ceremonial session involves creating sacred  space, calling in the energies of Love, Light, Mercy, Compassion, Grace, and Forgiveness in the  being of Creator/God. I used a drum and rattle to break up the energies in her body and energy  field or aura before saging. We then passed sacred oils through her energy field and used a fine  mesh net to remove small debris. 

Her heart held a small dark funnel leading to three-year-old ****** in her darkened bedroom.  Something ominous was coming toward her from what might have been a closet. We froze time. I showed three-year-old ****** to generate love and use it as a protective shield. From  this place of Love, the three-year-old intentionally opened three portals: white, dark, and neutral gray. She then commanded the being to exit through one which it did. She now was  able to seal the portals with her command. 

We took her to the magic mirror to peer into her heart. She found a bear-like monster. With  the bear on a bright sunlit field, ****** perceived it as the fear mask of ignorance. [We often  fear what we do not understand.]  

After releasing the bear-like energy, the bear costume was burned. We became aware of three  prior generations fueling the bear. They probably had practiced the arts while living and carried  their fear into death. Their practice trapped many souls all looking to be freed. They may be the  cause of the nighttime portals. 

Three-year-old ****** learned to safely create a golden portal within which the spirits’ guides/angels accompany them to the correct destination. The golden portal automatically  closes when the guides/angels are complete. We watched it until it disappeared.

I made a prayer to Creator to open ******’s heart and mind to the possibilities of her life’s  purpose. The bear-like costume burned creating very tall flames. The flames became a brightly  glowing tower. As it rose beyond vision, the three ancestral women followed it out of sight. I  perceived the tower as a pathway. From the base looking up, it is lighting the way for lost souls.  

I showed ****** how to stop and start the tower/pathway. At the magic mirror, she saw a  bright star with multiple facets and streamers, the truth of her soul. 

We integrated the three-year-old, opened and balanced her chakras, and made corrective  adjustments to the thyroid and adrenals. We grounded and set her life’s energy into her body  with anchor points at her ankles, waist, shoulders, and head. We opened her third eye, heart,  and solar plexus chakras to both send and receive energy. We replaced limiting ancestral and  taught beliefs with her life’s purpose opening the spirit-heart-soul channels. 

We integrated the three-year-old and energy changes returning it to ******. I expect it will take  a week to fully integrate into mind and body. 

I suggest ****** seek to understand and control her ability to open portals. With her  knowledge, she can teach and model for *******. Use prudence when finding a teacher or  books. If something strikes you as wrong, it is wrong for you.

Session Summary: 

******’s email stated her primary concerns were chronic fatigue, and inflammation due to  nervous system dysregulation from trauma. A secondary concern related to the anesthesia used for the epidural was raised. ****** noted the inflammation seems to have worsened  following her first session with me. 

Upon connecting with ******’s energy by looking into her eyes, I was struck immediately by a  desire to shrink and hide; within myself if possible. Beneath that desire lay a haunted feeling  mixed with fear, confusion, and generalized despair. The need to be hidden was strong even  when looking past it to the emotions. 

I realized extra precautions were required so I laid out a pattern of Amethyst to trap and  contain external energies within ******’s body and energy fields. The Amethysts created a  vortex which I opened to a dimension where the energies would be sent to Creator’s Court of  Infinite Mercy and Justice. Essentially, anything removed would be sent to the Creator of All. 

The first go at the energies involved a series of chants at different notes and sometimes sounds  other than notes. Many things broke loose and were immediately drawn into the vortex. The  second phase was to pass sage through her energy field while the vortex continued pulling all  harmful energies from her and sending them through the vortex. We then blessed her and her  energy space using a sacred ceremony. The third phase was a prayer to Creator to remove  residual energies from her field, body, heart, mind, and spirit replacing it with the wisdom,  knowledge, and understanding of Creator’s Love. The replacement was stated to be that ******  knows it, feels it, experiences it, and lives it from that moment forward. 

We then worked on the overactive flight and freeze response. First we turned down the reactive pattern in the amygdala. It was set typically high for PTSD sufferers. This alone can  cause extreme and chronic fatigue. But there were inhibitors to setting it to the normal ranges.  We found that her Yin and Yang meridians were shut down. They appeared to be completely  blocked. 

Starting with the Yang (masculine), opening it required draining blockage from ******’s legs,  flowing clear energy through the meridian, sucking out debris, and finally pushing it all the way  through. The Yin had far less blockage but was similarly cleared. With both sides cleared and  flowing, they needed to be restarted by passing celery green and cotton candy pink through the  meridians. Once that flow was good and sustained, we were able to open her body-spirit-soul connections. The Yin and Yang sprang to life. Bringing the earth energy up required balancing  the chakras to the heart. The heart is where the Body-Spirit-Soul connections come together.  Once all chakras were balanced, we brought in the divine energy through the crown chakra and  again balanced them all.

The amygdala was reset to the normal range once the energy flows were restored. It appeared  to hold. 

Turning to the inflammation, I found what seemed to be blockage in the kidneys and the  pancreas. There appeared to be too much sugar in the body and a deficiency of insulin. Using  orange kyanite, we cleared the kidneys allowing them to filter out impurities with more  efficiency. The pancreas had some shadow elements which were cleared with smokey quartz.  With those cleared, I detected hidden energies which eluded the first set of clearings. These  were cleared using a double golden net with Archangel Michael. Once cleared, we found a small dot in ******’s heart filled with grief/sadness/sorrow. It was related to two males; one felt  like a spouse and the other was a betrayal of some sort but not spousal. These appeared like  bridges to me so they were disassembled and destroyed. The spot in the heart was replaced  with sweet smelling white flowers that had a pink hue on the edges and a reddish pink center. 

We also noted that the hormone levels were not correct. This required some work on the  thyroid and the adrenal glands. The thyroid malfunction was very small but resulted in  insufficient serotonin levels. Serotonin is a key messenger for things like sleep, digestion, sexual  activity (sex drive) and other functions. The adrenals work with the immune system. They were  pumping out too much cortisol and an insufficient amount of adrenaline. These were adjusted  to regulate properly requiring a downward readjustment of the amygdala. All seems to be  functioning properly now. 

I found nothing specifically related to the anesthesia. 

The energy was sealed and returned to ******. If possible, I would like to see a new photo in a  couple of days. Adjustments to the glands and control mechanisms sometimes need fine tuning after a few days of settling in. 

Session Summary: 

The table work started by placing several crystals in her energy field. The first two were p[laced  on her heart (rose quartz and green amazonite). These represent the two sides of the heart which bridges the spirit and the body. With these in place, we grounded and centered ****  first by connecting her to the Earth energy and bringing it through her body. We then opened  her to divine love of spirit bringing it through her body. I then placed strong grounding material  by her ankles and blue calcite on her throat chakra We encircled her face with pink and gray  agate polished stones. These last stones are used to bring in Creator’s wisdom or clarity. 

Once the energy field was properly established, we used an oaken wand to separate the fact  from the ficNon, the truth from the fantasy. We all have creation stories or a mythos of who we  are. These are what create our identity. Our heritage, our nationality, our cultural rituals define  us as a people. As an individual, we further define ourselves by the core values we inherit and  learn. Sometimes the lessons create disharmony though most commonly they ground us firmly  within our family and within our self-perception. “I am a good student” is a self-perception.  When reinforced from the outside it takes root and becomes a creation story. ****’s confusion  lay between disNnct and equally strong self-idenNNes. Not a mental illness, but an identity crisis  of sorts. There was one part of her who identified as what we might call tom-boy. Another  identity needed comfort and tender love. She needed to be nursed and encouraged to be seen  and heard. 

We identified several conflicting self-beliefs. These blocks inhibited ****’s development into “I  am.” The “I am” is her personality. It is the confidence to be seen, heard, understood. It is the  self who stands in her own right even as she learns and emulates to reach her maturity. 

Through ceremony and various energy techniques, we uncovered her variaNons on the “I AM”.  These became the more adaptive “I am who I am becoming”. “I am who I choose to be.” From  there we could work with the conflicting beliefs to bring out her core truths and values. We did  this with prayers to Creator. We set in moNon ****’s connecting to her purpose and mission in  

life. Reconnecting her heart to her spirit. Placing into her body Creator’s Love, Peace, and  Creator’s freedom to be her unique I AM. 

We witnessed the shadow components li[ from her body going to the place of the souls. The  place of the souls is where life originates. In my view, it is where we come from and where we  return to. It represents the ultimate sum of all the possible I AM that a soul will ever be. If you  think in terms like reincarnation, then the part returned to the soul is for another lifetime. 

Nothing is lost from her soul ever. Rather the dueling parts are now one with the stuff that fit  neither returned to her soul.  

Now we could weave her spirit into the tapestry of life. The deep-seated sadness was no longer  present. The lost feeling was also gone. We sealed her energy and returned it to ****. She will  need several days to integrate this. She may experience some loneliness without understanding  

it. She will need you to help her and be understanding as she reorients herself. The  reorientation may be frustrating to you. It will take a few weeks to settle out completely.